I am the beloved.

Hm, I haven't been on this for a while - I've been busy. Weekend: Super good (: Pono's birthday was on Saturday! Hah, I dont think it was his best birthday though. >__< style="font-weight: bold;">[Gotta let go and let God.]

'Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.'-Philippians 4:6

Today, someone caught a glimpse of what I harbor in my heart. I admit, it was scary. - I don't remember everything I talk to God about or what I felt a week ago or what I thought yesterday. But today, someone read my journal. Crazy. - That's where the true thoughts are, where people really know. I realized I really like to hide. Hide behind lies if I may say. Hah, I think everyone does. They put up a front and dont' tell people the things that are ragged and make them less attractive or appealing. They hide it in the very dark places of their soul because if it was to ever be exposed, their chances of being unloved would increase. I think thats what God's working on with me this season. To break down those walls of protective-ness I've put up. To break down this fortress of fear that I've built. To truly be able to trust others. To believe that I am His beloved, and that I am loved by the people around me.

Kimmy Ann Luz - I love you. Stay strong. Thank you for everything you do for me. Your caring heart. Your loving soul. Don't you dare ever give up, you know you got this. Well, more so - Daddy's got this.