But it is my fault - isn't it?

Because somewhere amongst the chaos - the origin is still ME.
Counting back to those days, - IT WAS ME. ME. ME. ME. ME.
I wasn't that person but I might as well have been.


I know, I know - everything happens for a reason. Romans 8:28 - God's will.
But really - REALLY - reallly - REALLY ; it boils all down to me.

im sorry dear friend, i fear you'll never forgive me.

Yet I know my God does.